lifesize

akafajaretta:

berhentilah merasa hampa. berhentilah minta tolong untuk dilengkapi. berhentilah berteriak-teriak ke sesuatu di luar sana. berhentilah bertingkah seperti ikan di dalam kolam yang malah mencari-cari air. apa yang anda butuhkan semuanya sudah tersedia. tidak ada seorang pun mampu melengkapi apa yang sudah utuh. tidak ada satu pun dapat mengisi apa yang sudah penuh. tidak ada satu pun yang berpisah satu sama lain.

As time flows like a river, never stopping never reversing. We’d be missing each moment we spent together. Because in a little while from now, reality’s doomed to come knocking me down, reminding me that I’m alone, without you. Because in a little while from now I’d be awake at night waist-deep in thought of you, starring at the spaces between my fingers and wondering why its empty, just why. Because in a little while from now, I’d be recalling all the words you sang, visualizing every scenario we had, thinking of how could I have made it better. Because in a little while from now, I’d be desperate for your voice, asking myself when can you ever sing to me again. Because in a little while from now, I’d wish I could whisper through the past: “I wish you were here”. -Arkan Sidqi (15)

I’ve a great family and nicest best friends ever. the reason why it’s so hard for me to go, and all at once become the biggest support for me to move. and for the very 1st time, this 180miles trip becomes so emotional….

that was just a thought. a feeling. a tweet. what’s with a changing thing? up and down, bloom and gloom is some kind of proper thing. because time runs.

Nobody knows how to make you feel ok, but you.

He woke me up gently. With uncountable kisses in my face. Till I awake. And he smiled.

I’m seeing him sleeping. No movement.. Still no movement… And for the 1st time I found an exciting thing from something rigid. Like this. Like now.

God let me own this for all my life, and repeat it again for the uncountable times. I’m in love.. Been years, and still. With the same guy.